OK so the something big hasn't happened yet but I still feel it is coming. I really hope it is something good and not something bad. God that would suck. I feel like I am due a break, not that I am owed one just that I am due one.
As I've said before I don't have it that bad, but it could certainly be a whole lot better.
Big announcement at work this week and a load of jobs are going, unfortunately not mine. Its weird I'm jealous of people that are getting made redundant. I feel it would help me out a lot. 6 months wages a fresh start. I could even afford to go do teacher training (that is how desperate I am for a change and eventually more money), simply because I can't do. And those who can't..... teach. And those who can't teach teach gym (sorry jack black or who ever wrote that line).
As you can tell the post of this entry is far lighter than the previous one, I do feel a lot better in myself, I've kind of come to terms a little that my job sucks and I've got to get on with it until I get something better. Nearly wrote until something better comes along but remembered that things don't come along. You've got to go find them.
OK so it's 6 days until my daughter turns 2 and today I changed her cot into a bed. Where the hell has the last 2 years gone. Its funny you never believe your parents when they tell you to make the most of them being small because its all over so fast but it is so very true. It doesn't seem like yesterday that I held her so tentatively for the first time, not quite believing she was real. Now she is all too real. My living room is testament to that. Its amazing how much crap you accumulate for one so small. But hey she's just unbelievably perfect. I say perfect but I mean as close to as you can humanly get. She doesn't have a remote so you can turn her down when you're trying to do something but she's pretty good.
Anyway gonna go watch Reign over me now. That's 2 posts now. I bet I don't make it to 10!
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